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Tsuzuki Asato ([personal profile] idealism) wrote2012-11-03 01:22 pm

Fuda #38 [video]

[Despite the nice break, the week's been filled with death and ghosts. It makes him think about the cycle of life and death, how easily the balance can be disturbed.

Up until now, Tsuzuki hasn't seen the afterworld that is unique to Luceti. He knows it must exist, though.]


What is the afterlife like, back where you come from?

[Locked to Hisoka, easily hacked.]

Draco hasn't come back yet, has he? He should have been back by now.
cynicism: (89; huddled)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-06 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
He got what he wanted. It's not our place to stand in his way.
cynicism: (89; huddled)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-07 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't want to be saved. This has been building for months.

He doesn't want to come back. And I don't know why we're still talking about it.
cynicism: (89; huddled)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-07 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
He stopped living after that vampire left. You must have noticed. [He doesn't pull away at Tsuzuki's touch, but burrows up more tightly instead.]
cynicism: (89; huddled)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-08 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[He swats at Tsuzuki then, physically shoving him away. Now isn't the time to be considering a scenario where Draco wasn't horrible selfish. It's obvious he chose to die because he was too weak to try to live even though there were people who wanted him to stay. He abandoned them the way everyone abandons Hisoka and it was his own fault for letting someone in.

He hates this. He hates that Tsuzuki's decided to ambush him. He hates being this vulnerable in public.]
cynicism: (89; huddled)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-09 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a tiny, strangled noise from the ball of Hisoka trying to shrink away.]


Can we go somewhere else to talk about this?


[He's not quite moving though.]
cynicism: (89; huddled)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-09 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)


Somewhere private.

[Which is still going to be difficult to accomplish while he's curled up like that.]
cynicism: (Tsuzuki; cling)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-09 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[He curls into Tsuzuki's offered body, trembling.]


We're not supposed to get close.
cynicism: (02; bitch whut)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-13 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He lets the hug linger for a while longer, but eventually pulls himself to his feet, still leaning against Tsuzuki and attempting to shield his wet eyes.]

I should be able to control it. I'm better than this.
cynicism: (02; bitch whut)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-14 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[He's more ashamed of being seen by the other library patrons. He's positive they're all staring at him. It's disgraceful. He ignores the napkin and tries to press Tsuzuki faster, to seek refuge somewhere away from the danger of being spotted.]
cynicism: (50; rainy angst)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-17 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods, falling into whatever direction Tsuzuki wanted to lead them in.]


Real home though.
cynicism: (47; Broody McBroodface)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-17 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's fine to follow right now. It's easier than trying to find a path on his own.]

I don't care what he thinks.
cynicism: (27; ugh)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-22 02:43 am (UTC)(link)


I don't need friends.
cynicism: (02; bitch whut)

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[personal profile] cynicism 2012-11-22 05:53 am (UTC)(link)

No I don't.

[He just needs Tsuzuki right now.]

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