[ Yuri smiles. It's a little.. bittersweet, almost. She wants to stay alive, she really does. Living here, she's had to try so hard not to get attached again but she knows she's failing. Even if she doesn't want to get attached, she has to go back. So she just has to hope that somehow part of her remembers if she ever does get back to the afterlife so she'll have something else to hold onto. ]

I want to get back there no matter what the cost is. There's something I need to finish. If this place wants me back after that-- [ She shakes her head. ] I still don't know that I'd be able to accept that.