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Fuda #33 . reaching out [video]

I don't suppose anyone here is good at chopping wood? And heaving lifting.

[If anyone thinks that's a loaded question: it definitely is. For a couple of days now he's been working on a campsite, and it's a lot more work - and a lot less fun - than he expected. It's great at keeping his mind off of less pleasant thoughts, however. Working out usually is.]

[Later in the day, he makes a post that he hasn't looked forward to. His little Luceti family has shrunk so much lately. Tsuzuki knows that it's for the best - that going home is good for them - but he still can't help missing them.]

Link's gone home. He's left letters for some people.

I just felt like some people ought to know.

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[He doesn't have to reply in words. Tsuzuki feels the reply in the fact that they're hugging now. When they first met they could hardly be close to one another.]

But it's good advice. Just... not for me.

[He sighs.]

Do you plan on holding on to Link like that?

He wasn't my partner.

[He looks out at the water. It's not just Link that he misses. Sheik, Hijiri and Duo were just as much a part of their little family.]

I'm going to miss him, but I don't think he would have liked that.

None of them would've.

But everyone has to pass on sometime, right?

[His wings stretch slowly, which is the only outwardly sign that this isn't a subject he's happy with.]

He's not dead.

No, but he's where he's supposed to be. Might as well be the same thing as far as we're concerned.

[Ouch.]

It's better for him. He has a world that needs him.

So do most people here.

[He can't pinpoint why, but that only makes him feel worse.]

Still, there are people here that don't want to leave.

There are people at home that don't want to leave either. That doesn't mean they don't have to go.

Do you have someone in particular in mind?

What makes you ask that?

I'm trying to follow your line of reasoning.

You already have it. The people here are just like clients. What else do you need?

[He sighs.]

Hisoka, I still miss them. Just let me have today, and I promise I won't bother you with it starting tomorrow.

[He sighs as well, and quietly leans into Tsuzuki's body.]

[In true Tsuzuki fashion, he then begins to feel selfish for saying that to him.]

What did you do after Rachel left?

Came here. Sat for a while.

Did it help?

It didn't magically make everything better, if that's what you want.

I meant, did you find some way to deal with it? <[Because if he doesn't have a good suggestion, Tsuzuki may have to go get a drink tonight.]

[He shrugs] I didn't put a lot of thought into it.

So you pretended it never happened?

Of course not.

[That totally sounds like he did. He touches his facetenderly.]

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