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Tsuzuki Asato ([personal profile] idealism) wrote2010-10-27 08:13 pm

Fuda # 12 [Action/video]

[Tsuzuki looks at the camera, slightly troubled. His furry ear twitches as he turns towards the door. He goes to check on it, apparently whining softly.]

Did you hear that?

[ooc: Tsuzuki's dressed as a puppy. I will be responding with [livejournal.com profile] puppybegsyou instead of [livejournal.com profile] purpledemoneyes sometimes.]

[Action] <33 Aww you're so cute! ;_; And so good to me too! ilu Linn!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-04 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head] Too easy if we're both just hearing things. ...I hate this.

[Action] <33 love you, too!

[identity profile] purpledemoneyes.livejournal.com 2010-11-04 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Normally he'd ask Hisoka to touch him and feel that he's still Tsuzuki, but since he's still hurt he doesn't want to push that at his partner.] I want to take a nap. I'm tired.

At least we managed to get home. You won't go out into the mist again, right? At least tell me first.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-04 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah.. Go ahead. I'm staying down here. [He makes a mechanical motion toward the couch, fully intending to huddle up into himself and lie awake for the next several days.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-04 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I'll stay down here, too. [First one to the couch gets it.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
... Do what you want. [They can share. Hisoka's not going to take up much room, curled up against an arm and half-hanging over the edge.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
[This distrust really sucks, but the only thing that sucks more is to spend the night upstairs and alone. He curls up on his own edge of the couch.] Could you do me one favor, Hisoka?

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah? [It's not mistrust as much as it is his kneejerk instinct to crave his lonely little cage whenever emotions get to be too much for him.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Which is why Tsuzuki's giving him his space. He tries to look at him as he speaks.] It's just... Could you not call me a demon? I'd really appreciate that.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Unfortunately, Hisoka doesn't return the gesture. It's easier to talk to someone without eye contact.] ....You know I wasn't talking to you. Right?

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
[He receives a hesitant nod in return. Tsuzuki wasn't certain, though that was the mist's fault.] It just felt like you did.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Well it felt wrong. [He lowers his head, sighing softly.] ...Don't get up for a while, okay? Floor'll kill you.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-05 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh? [He leans over to look at the floor. If the bad visions have crept further into the house he was going to-- Oh. Tsuzuki gets up again and scoots closer to Hisoka.] At least the couch is still safe.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-06 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
For now. [He'll even be accepting Tsuzuki's closeness, sinking back to settle in his arms. He's messed up enough to not care that they're officially cuddling in the middle of the living room. here are more important things.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-06 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It can't get worse than outside. [Tsuzuki's response is slow, because he's getting lost in his own thoughts, but he pulls Hisoka into a hug. No one in the house will care. They'll be too busy recovering from their own visions.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-06 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course it can. [But the hug is nice enough to keep him settled for now.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-06 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Then we better enjoy it while it lasts. [There's a stray tear sliding down his cheek, although Tsuzuki doesn't seem to notice. He was too shell-shocked to properly reach when they were outside, so all of it's crashing down on him now. Getting a hug helps, at least.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-08 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[He settles against Tsuzuki, clinging as he's being clung to. The only thing he knows for sure right now is that he's here with Tsuzuki, and that he needs to keep awake and alert enough to not lose sight of that again. It might be a long couple of nights for them both.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-08 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Some very long nights. Having Hisoka close helps. He just needs a moment to digest seeing the visions of people he had lost a long time ago.]

[He closes his eyes and tries to wish his tears away, if only for Hisoka's benefit.]...Sorry.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-09 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be. [He's never really minded sharing Tsuzuki's pain. He even goes so far as to wipe at his partner's eyes, nestling his head against Tsuzuki's shoulder and bringing his face terribly close as a gesture of trust.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] puppybegsyou.livejournal.com 2010-11-09 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tsuzuki wishes that he hadn't seen the bloody nightmares in the mist. It opened up a path in his memory that he doesn't want to go down.]

[At least Hisoka's presence grounds him safely in the moment. He appreciates the gestures more than he can say, but since he's already a little fragile it simply means he cries more. With a small sniffle, he cradles Hisoka close.] I feel so useless.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-09 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Ssh... [He strokes at Tsuzuki's hair, fingers giving his bangs a light petting.] You're not useless. I need you. Understand?

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] purpledemoneyes.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Tsuzuki leans into the touch, afraid that it's just another illusion. Hesitantly, he nods. His emotions might already reveal what he feels towards his partner, but he decides to say it out loud as well.] I need you, too.

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
Good. [And before he knows what he's doing, his lips are pressing just under Tsuzuki's mouth.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] purpledemoneyes.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
[It's unexpected, not welcome. He blinks away tears, wondering if he imagined the kiss or not.]

[Tsuzuki hesitates. He pays close attention to Hisoka's next move, since that will tell whether he should act on it or pretend the kiss never happened. He realizes that it took quite a lot of courage of his partner, so he rubs his back.]

[Action] <33333!!

[identity profile] aphephobic.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[It was intentional, sort of, though he doesn't repeat it, instead settling back down on Tsuzuki's chest and looking up into his deep violet stare. He assumes the message was properly conveyed.]